Morning Sick

We just got back from visiting Rome and my parents joined us. (Insert comment here about having no sympathy for the Italian traveler no matter how sick she is…) I spent my fair share of time with a barf bag in hand in anticipation for our next food pit stop. I enjoyed a few moments of relief only to be overwhelmed with exhaustion. From what I gather there are those of you who have had a much harder time with morning sickness than I could even imagine. I seek your stories of how you coped and how you kept from feeling resentful. Comments from the dads would be helpful too, as I know you experience the backlash of it all and you are not to be forgotten.

My daughter is five and my son is almost two. I was pregnant with my daughter while living in Germany. This proved to be difficult as we found out the very shocking pregnancy news late the night before we left the States. I bought a pregnancy book in the airport during a layover. I had to discover new comfort foods and they were few and far between. As a long-time vegetarian, I was surprised at my cravings for meat. Germany was accommodating in that sense, but lacked the other staple morning sick foods such as Lucky Charms and Taco Bell.

I was pregnant with my son during a time when my newly employed husband was largely absent physically and mentally. He admits hardly remembering my waking up at 2 and 3 in the morning to puke up nothing but yellowy-green stuff, my inability to eat anything but Top Ramen, of my suffering complaints of throwing up on the side of the road while traveling home from work. I was also new in my ward and didn’t have any ladies to talk to, since my normally outgoing nature was replaced by lethargy and borderline depression.

This time I am again outside the States and there are no Lucky Charms on the store shelves, nor are there Taco Bells. I’m anxious about feeling this way for weeks on end and dealing with the guilt of running on only two cylinders with my husband making up for my slack. In the expatriate world of government employees and international NGO’s, I’m a freak for having a third kid. Everyone in my social circle has their one or two kids and has been finished for years. Even the members of my branch (typical Albanian) have no more than two kids and my two year old is by far the youngest member in the branch.

So how did you do it? Any ancient Chinese secret remedies? Suggestions for keeping up moral—me, dad, kids?

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