Should we contact old friends?

We all have friends we’ve lost touch with because of a move, a marriage, a falling out, etc. Once in a while I get the inclination to contact a friend whom I’ve lost touch with for sometime. I actually have two friends on my list to receive a potential surprise email or letter or phone call. They were good friends with whom I spent significant amounts of time and then we just lost touch in the middle of college. A factor in our split was my dedication to my religion and our differing values, which manifested themselves in our lifestyles at the time (picture conservative Mormon university verses liberal state party school). I guess I figure by this time we may have meandered onto a similar path and we’d actually have something to talk about. I wonder, however, if it is worth it to spend the energy on trying to find, contact, and converse with these old friends. Do they ever wonder about me? Will I always have some inclination to contact them? If I do contact them, then what? Do we continue keeping contact or even meet in person if in the neighborhood?

There are friends who make their way full circle back to make guest appearances in our lives, showing up unexpectedly at a party or as a random visitor at church. This has happened to me with girlfriends and, more awkwardly, “boyfriends.” When I showed up for the first Sunday back from my mission, one of my former crushes and his wife were sitting in the row behind me. This was not such a pleasant experience for me as I was third-world-worn, embarrassed about my gained weight, and I was borrowing my mom’s clothes (can you say shoulder pads?). I ran into another old boyfriend of mine after I was married and had a kid and felt somehow pleased to see him (or pleased to be seen by him since that night I looked good and so did my husband—insert evil laughter…). After hardly any contact for over a year, my old mission companion called me out of the blue and told me she wanted to visit me for two weeks and it was awesome. Then again, once while I was in town for the weekend, I called an old girlfriend from high school to meet for breakfast and it turned out to be disastrous.

There must be a natural inclination to want to follow up on the success (or decline) of our acquaintances. This is the basis for high school reunions. And classmates.com. Throw mission reunions in there. Just the other week my husband was contacted about creating a website for a band he was in ten years ago, which is kind of a virtual reunion for the members of the short-lived yet well liked college garage band. When we meet with people from the past, one of the first things we do is go down the checklist of all the people we have in common. As Mormons we are indulgently curious about our old Mormon friends and whether or not they are now active or not in the church. We want to know who is getting married. Who has moved. Who got a new job. Who is back in school. Who is half way famous where he lives. Who is a felon.

When is it appropriate and more importantly, worth the energy, to contact someone from the past? Will my curiosity always be hungry if it is never fed, or will it disappear with years as they pass? Or will newer old friends take the place of those of whom I’m thinking now?

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